Esperia

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Tonight, I can not sleep.

Tonight I can not sleep. For, I am restless. I lay in bed thinking only of the next 15 days of my life. These 15 days include rushing to finish my personal progress, saying goodbye to friends, cherishing my hometown, getting my drivers license and trying ever so hard to stay relaxed. Tonight I can not sleep. I have many things in my mind and heart. Fear, anxiety, worry, excitement and a longing to stay young forever. I want to go back. I want to redo high school. I want to die my hair a million different colors. I want to be a different person. But, I’m not.

In 15 days I’ll travel 2,000 miles away from home to go to a small town for college.A town known by few. A town which soon will become my home.